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At the end of the last walk, is the starting point is the end

Akira all the way down long-distance trains, he finally sent me a starting point.

在凌晨五点走出车站的那一瞬间,眼泪突然倾泻. Out of the station at five o'clock that moment, tears suddenly poured.

过于想念一个人的时候,你就真的会不管不顾很多东西,执意的要去见她,我既是如此,一身轻松的跑到北京,难不成想,却要一身疲惫还带着病的回来.还好我要见到的人我见到了,也知道她过的很好.有个她想托付终身的小洋玩意在每天腻歪着照顾她.北京的冬天真的太冷了.冷的刺骨,像我这样的冬眠类物种,只能病怏怏的待在房间,moon也是仿佛已经习惯了这样的寒冷.不喜欢出门.我在她睡的沉稳时蹑手蹑脚的把她的胳膊从我肚子上移开,然后起身轻装打扮素颜出门,按照在网上查到的路线,一个人几经辗转的坐公交坐地铁,终于站在了广济寺的门前,很早的时候就听到moon提起过这样的一个小小的安静寺庙.安静的仿佛真的与陈旧的围墙外面那个彩色的北京彻底隔绝.一些善男信女慕名而来,香火甚是旺盛.我紧紧的握着寺庙的师傅免费送给我的佛经书籍和CD,虔诚的在每一个大殿之前长跪,只为家人祈福.祈求一切安好即可.要离开的时候,突然看到最后一个大殿的左边有一扇窄窄的绿色木门,我轻轻推开绿色的木门迈步走进去,是个小小的四合院,正对着的二楼正中挂着一块牌匾,上面写着《舍利阁》,门前种着几颗树,而树下是四方四正的石头圆桌凳.站在院子里抬头便是湛蓝的天空,你能听的见头顶上小鸟的叽叽喳喳,微风拂过你耳边的发迹.什么都听不见,你只感觉自己好像不知不觉在烦躁的大城市里找到一出安逸的圣地.只想静静的坐着,什么也不说,什么也不做.....后来寺庙的一位安保人员还是发现了无意闯入禁地的我.只能恋恋不舍的离开了这片世外桃源,将这美好的记忆装进脑海深处. When a person too much to miss, regardless of whether you are really a lot of things, bent on the to see her, I being the case, an easy run to Beijing, do the authors think, have to a tired also with the disease back. Fortunately, I want to see the people I met and know her too well. There is entrusted her life to the small Yangwan Yi Niwai the care of her every day. Beijing is really too cold in winter. biting cold, hibernate like me species, only sickly stay in the room, moon also seems to have become accustomed to this cold. do not like to go out. I slept in her calm crept in when her arm away from my stomach , and then got up and dressed up makeup to go out lightly armed, according to the line found on the Internet, a person was removed several times the bus, subway, and finally stood Guangji door, heard early on that moon ever mentioned a small quiet temples. quiet and seemed really out of the old wall color that completely cut off from Beijing. Some men and women come here especially, incense is very strong. I tightly holding the temple's Buddhist master gave me free Books and CD, the pious before the Changgui each hall, just pray for the family. pray all is well then. to leave, when suddenly the left side of the hall to see the last one has a narrow green wooden door, and I light open the doors of the green light to move into, is a small courtyard, facing the second floor of the center hangs a plaque that reads, "relic Corner" in front of a few species of trees, and trees are four Four is the stone circle Zhuodeng.站在院子里rise sky is blue, you can hear the birds twitter overhead, see the breeze blowing your ears fortune.'ll never heard, you just feel like I do not know In the upset of the big city feel to find a comfort of the Holy Land. just want to sit quietly and say nothing, do nothing ..... a temple security personnel later found no intention to break into or forbidden to me. only reluctantly left this piece of paradise, put into this beautiful memory deep in my mind.

寒风扫落叶,有人走不离你的世界. Cold wind sweeping the grounds, people go not leave your world.

其实我还是深爱着北京的.尽管北京有凛冽的天气和寒风.北京的出租车也很贵.北京的公交车很难等,北京地铁也真的人很多.但是我还是那样的喜欢北京的老少爷儿们操着一口京腔和你说话,喜欢北京那些曲径幽深名字各异的窄胡同,喜欢北京红色的古城墙.喜欢站在北京南锣鼓巷的路边,和一大帮人跐溜跐溜的吃热气腾腾的小强特色粉.喜欢在北京和moon的那些每天在努力打拼的歌手朋友凌晨两点坐在五道口的烧烤店里喝疙瘩汤.喜欢北京给我的一种陌生中夹带着熟悉的气息.哪怕是一个人爬在天安门前的铁栏杆上看长安街上来来去去的车辆.一个人坐在城墙根下的旧椅子上晒太阳,一个人坐在电车的最后一排听着耳边浓重的京腔昏睡过去.这样的感觉都让我感到舒服和徜徉.其实有时候我觉得自己的性格逐渐和余彬彬相像,变的越来越喜欢一个人行走,从不说谢谢,也不喜欢对不起.更多的时候只是一个人默默的做在一个地方发呆不言语.好像生命还未开始,但已经要进入安度晚年了.余彬彬说她年前会回来的,不知道她是回中国,还是回北京.前几天她还告诉我她在清迈,在后来去了素可泰以后便没了消息.多希望能在见到她啊....其实,像我这样子的人,还是真的有好多不能舍弃的好朋友,比如moon了,余彬彬了,小胡了,李淼了,孟丹了,谢瑞了......等等等等的好多提及不到名字的best friend.她们都是我关心和在乎的人. In fact, I love Beijing. Although Beijing has cold weather and wind. Beijing taxis are expensive. Beijing bus is difficult and so on, Beijing Subway is also really a lot of people. But I still felt like in Beijing Speaking in a Jingqiang Yeer Men young and old to talk to you like the name of Beijing that different paths deep narrow alley, like the ancient red walls of Beijing. like standing on the roadside Nanluoguxiang Beijing, and the large group of people Ci Ci slip slip eating hot little strong feature powder. like those in Beijing and moon work hard every day two in the morning sitting on the singer friend's barbecue shop Wudaokou Geda Tang drink. like a stranger to my Beijing entrainment the familiar atmosphere. even if it is a person to climb the iron railings in the Tiananmen Square Chang An Avenue came and went in terms of the vehicle. a person sitting in the root of the old city wall chair in the sun, a man sitting in the last row of trams listening ear heavy Jingqiang asleep. This makes me feel comfortable and garden. In fact, I sometimes feel that their gradual and Yubin Bin similar character, becoming more and more like a person walking, and never said thank you, too not like I'm sorry. more often just one person to do quietly in a daze is not the local language. as if life has not yet begun, but has to enter the dignity of the. Yubin Bin said she would come back before, not knowing she is back China, or back to Beijing. A few days ago she told me she was in Chiang Mai, in a later went to Sukhothai will be gone after the news. more want to see her ah .... in fact, like me, son people, or really have a lot of good friends can not give up, such as the moon, and Yubin Bin, and Xiao-Hu, Li Miao a, Meng Dan, and thank Rui a lot ...... and so on and so on are not mentioned to name a best friend. they are all I care about and care about people.

我们在不断的疼痛中清醒的摸爬滚打. We are in constant pain in the hustle clear.
这个东西,就是青春. This thing is the youth.

那天我一个人在西单转乘地铁的时候,在拥挤的人潮里努力踮起脚尖穿行,我抬头一直张望着想看前边的路标却怎么也模糊着看不清楚,左边胳膊被人撞一下,右边的包被人拉一把,时不时的被看不清楚的面孔踩几脚.却没有一个人回头看我.我紧紧的攥着自己的拳头,咬着干裂的嘴唇,就着嘴巴猩猩的血丝味道.终于还是没能忍住的掉下泪来.其实当时我没有想到什么伤心难过的事情,也没有被人踩痛脚,只是我也不知道怎么了,眼泪它就是自己止也止不住的掉下来.好过来的那一刻,我心里突然有一种奇怪的感觉,我仿佛听到一个不是自己的自己对我说:leslie,不要在到处奔波了,其实你想要的不是疾步奔走啊,而是安定.好好的,安安稳稳的安定下来.对吗?......随即在回去的路上,我就买了返程的车票,将归期提前,我想要回家,想看到亲人,吃母亲做的饭.而这些我内心起起伏伏过无数次的波动,我都没有多说过一句话.我和moon的言语其实和想象中一样,并没有很多,我只是默默的在路上挽着她的胳膊,吃饭的时候看着她心不在焉的表情,唱歌的时候听她几经成熟的嗓音,睡觉的时候在她均匀的鼻息中入睡.这样的感觉,就像是从未分离过. One day I turn in the Xidan subway, when in a crowded place in the efforts to tiptoe through, I looked up front have been looking around to see the signs but also how dim, not clear on the left arm was hit about the right of a package was pulled from time to time the step was not clear face kicks. but no one looking back at me. I clutched tightly in his fist, biting his chapped lips to the taste of mouth bloodshot orangutan . finally could not hold back the tears. In fact, I did not think of any sad things, and no pain in the foot was stepped on, but I do not know how, it is their only tears can not stop the fall. well over that moment, my heart suddenly have a strange feeling, I can hear their own which is not said to me: leslie, do not run around everywhere, and in fact you want is not running ah walked quickly, but is stable. good, sit safely in settling down. right ?...... then on the way back, I bought a return ticket, will return date in advance, I want to go home, want to see family, mothers do eat rice. and these ups and downs in my heart many times the fluctuations, I have not said a word more. I and moon and imagine the words as a matter of fact, not many, I was just silent in on the road took her arm, dinner at her absent-minded expression, while listening to her singing voice after several mature, sleeping in her breath even fall asleep. that feeling, like never been separated before.

看到了一句话格外的喜欢,内容是这样子的: Like to see the extra words, the content is like this:
人生有三样东西是无法隐瞒的,咳嗽,贫穷,和爱. There are three things in life can not hide, coughing, poverty, and love.
因为不管你怎样隐藏,都只是欲盖弥彰. Because no matter how hidden you are just trying to hide something.

我静静的坐在被阳光倾泻的车里听damien rice的歌,冷漠的看着冬天里的寒冷来的翻天覆地.一如既往的重复着去做一些事情...只是不在喝咖啡.是的。 I quietly sat in the sun pouring in the car listening to damien rice song, cold, cold winter to look at the upside. As always, repeat do something ... just do not drink coffee. Yes. 女人的爱好你永远无法猜测.其实后来我一直很忙.忙着迷恋一些烈酒.迷恋西餐厅里七分熟的牛排.迷恋电影院等候区的红色大沙发.迷恋彻夜彻夜的奔波在路上....迷恋用力的掐碎骨头里的一些事情.喜欢在迷糊的微醉里去做疯狂的事情.就算宿醉后的第二天颓废的坐在镜子前看着对面那位陌生的小姐轻轻的笑出声来.是的.其实我真的和你们不一样.我没有美好的梦想和那足够强大的气场.自私,偏执.并且觉得任何人的付出都理所应当.可你明不明白,其实往往你觉得内疚的事情,它的暗涌就是那么真实的藏在平静的湖水下.所以,能不能无情些呢,darling...她在黑暗里默默的掉眼泪.看到他的照片掉眼泪.看到她的照片也要掉.这已经变的不在是神经质的事情.每天要经过的那条马路两边的树,忽然在一夜之间变的光秃秃,红色电话亭旁边的木长椅旧旧的倚在旁边.这样的季节什么都显的那么落魄惨败。 Woman's love you'll never guess. In fact, later I've been busy. Busy crush some of spirits. Fascination with western restaurants, seven cooked steak. Fascination with the cinema's big red sofa waiting area. Obsessed run around all night on the road all night .. obsessive force of the pinch .. some of the things header small bones. liked to do in the blur of crazy things in Weizui. even decadent hangover the day after sitting in front of the mirror looking out across a strange lady who gently laughter. Yes. In fact, I do, unlike you. I do not have good dreams and strong enough that the gas field. selfish, paranoid. and all that anyone deserved to pay. can you understand In fact, often the things you feel guilty, its undercurrent is so real hidden under a calm lake. Therefore, it can not be more ruthless, darling ... she's shedding tears in the dark Limo Mo. to see his picture tears. see her photos but also swap. This has become not a nervous thing. day after the piece of road on both sides of the tree, suddenly overnight become bare, the wooden benches next to the red phone booth leaning next to the old old. This season was nothing less abjection fiasco. 节日于孤独的人而言,永远只是一种伤感的倾泻.就算是狂欢一夜,或者捂着被子沉睡一天.你努力想掩盖的寂寞,也总是会被一些人透过你失落的双眼看穿.我们每个人都在藏着掩着自己的不情愿,却不得不每天笑脸相对.假设有一天,你双手插在口袋里,很平常的低着头在马路上疾步行走,突然有人快步走到你的面前从你脸上撕下一张你不认识的陌生脸孔.那一瞬间,你会是什么样的感觉呢..... Festival in the lonely people, never just a sad poured. Even all night, or sleep the day clutching his blanket. You trying to cover up the loneliness, some people always will be lost through your eyes to see through. Each of us are in hiding over her own reluctance, had to smile each day relative. Suppose that one day, your hands in his pockets, head down a very ordinary walk in the street walked quickly, and suddenly someone trot in front of your face, torn from you a familiar face you do not know. that moment, you feel it would look like .....

突然想起来,早晨在出租车上司机,他眼睛直盯着前方的路,小心翼翼的开着车,突然操着一口浓重的关中口音声音低沉的自言自语了一句话,让眼睛一直盯着车窗外的我,心里顿时暖堂堂的. Suddenly thought of the morning in the taxi driver, his eyes fixed on the road ahead, driving carefully, suddenly speaking in a thick accent off in a low voice to himself the word, let his eyes from out the window of me and I was suddenly warm dignified.

他说:马上过年了,娃们,都回家来了...... He said: Now the New Year, baby they are home to the ......

China travel guide    Posted by grace on 01/11/2011

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